Her Story; Recovering From a Narcissist

Her Story; Recovering From a Narcissist I’ve debated for the last three years on whether or not I should share this on my blog. It may be the most personal writing [and longest] that I have and will ever share. Do I allow myself to become that vulnerable? My only thought is that by sharing … Continue reading Her Story; Recovering From a Narcissist

One of The Good Ones

She belonged with that mic and the guitar strings at her fingertips. She belonged right where she was in that café singing music that brought her peace even if her nerves were shaking her to her core. She belonged in her own skin, with her own thoughts, with the people that surrounded her. That listened … Continue reading One of The Good Ones

You Linger

You linger. You linger among my thoughts A memory that travels throughout my days Tomorrow always brighter, the evening always darker Even the pain is a sweet reminder, the pleasure always greater You linger as your cologne does, fighting to hold on to the last strand of your old shirt That gaze of yours so … Continue reading You Linger

Easy is boring.

The life I live is not perfect, I have never asked for it to be.The life I live is perfect for me, in every way. It is chaotic and messy.It is like falling up a flight of stairs and falling into the arms of your love at the same time.One day, one week, one month, … Continue reading Easy is boring.

Forever, Humanity within the human.

I find myself pondering the deeper meaning of my own humanity, the meaning and value that I add not to this world, but to those that I surround myself with. The traits that uniquely belong to me and the morals to which I hold. I wonder how much my life has measured up to the … Continue reading Forever, Humanity within the human.

Alone Is Not Lonely

When does alone cross the line into lonely? The definition of alone is “having no one else present” or to be “on one’s own.” The definition of lonely is “sad because one has no friends or company” or “without companions.” So when do you know that you go from having no one else present to … Continue reading Alone Is Not Lonely

Washing Away 2018 in the Shower

Let go of who you were and embrace who you are. Wash it all away in the shower.

Where do we apply our effort?

Have you ever sat back and watched people at work and thought…”If you put as much effort into doing your responsibilities as you did in trying to avoid them, you would be a top performer?” I have. Of course my brain went a step further on this and I couldn’t help but apply the same … Continue reading Where do we apply our effort?

Permission

“No one has ever asked my permission before they made a decision in their own life. You have to do what is right and best for you.’ -My mother It is interesting to me that as children, teenagers, and young adults we fight for the freedom and the right to make our own life decisions. … Continue reading Permission

Keeping Me Human

Keeping me human, keeping me grounded I know I'm a monster and I'm okay with it When I was younger, monsters weren't green, didn't live under the bed, and have pointy teeth. Monsters were those individuals that had a grip on their emotions, could handle anything life threw at them without a bat of an … Continue reading Keeping Me Human