Quarantine Madness and Quarantine “Resolutions”?

I'm not here to talk about Covid-19, politics, or whether or not I agree with the hysteria, bulk stocking, or reasons behind quarantine and social distancing. BUT... I am playing this fun little quarantine game with myself of "Quarantine Resolutions." Similar to the "New Year’s Resolutions" everyone makes for themselves.What does that mean? Basically, I … Continue reading Quarantine Madness and Quarantine “Resolutions”?

One of The Good Ones

She belonged with that mic and the guitar strings at her fingertips. She belonged right where she was in that café singing music that brought her peace even if her nerves were shaking her to her core. She belonged in her own skin, with her own thoughts, with the people that surrounded her. That listened … Continue reading One of The Good Ones

Living A Life, Realizing You Have Peace.

Today. Today was a good day. I haven't had a mentally good day in a few weeks. It takes having one to realize that you have been without.I have had good days. I have not been sad. Stressed, overwhelmed, happy; I have been all three of those things but I have also been missing out … Continue reading Living A Life, Realizing You Have Peace.

You Linger

You linger. You linger among my thoughts A memory that travels throughout my days Tomorrow always brighter, the evening always darker Even the pain is a sweet reminder, the pleasure always greater You linger as your cologne does, fighting to hold on to the last strand of your old shirt That gaze of yours so … Continue reading You Linger

Easy is boring.

The life I live is not perfect, I have never asked for it to be.The life I live is perfect for me, in every way. It is chaotic and messy.It is like falling up a flight of stairs and falling into the arms of your love at the same time.One day, one week, one month, … Continue reading Easy is boring.

Forever, Humanity within the human.

I find myself pondering the deeper meaning of my own humanity, the meaning and value that I add not to this world, but to those that I surround myself with. The traits that uniquely belong to me and the morals to which I hold. I wonder how much my life has measured up to the … Continue reading Forever, Humanity within the human.

Bookmarks

It is never just a flower.It is a gesture.A feeling.A reason to smile that you give her when you can’t be near.It isn’t just a flower, never was, never will be.She sees this fine line of frailty and strength.They can withstand a rainstorm yet can be plucked so easily from the ground they secure themselves … Continue reading Bookmarks

She’s got this. She always has.

They look at her, tired, rugged, worn down. All she knows is that she has persevered. They put expectation on her... " You should ask for help when you need it, I'm here." They don't see that history has unfortunately left its' mark on her already. No one has ever truly been there. Words are … Continue reading She’s got this. She always has.

Alone Is Not Lonely

When does alone cross the line into lonely? The definition of alone is “having no one else present” or to be “on one’s own.” The definition of lonely is “sad because one has no friends or company” or “without companions.” So when do you know that you go from having no one else present to … Continue reading Alone Is Not Lonely

Washing Away 2018 in the Shower

Let go of who you were and embrace who you are. Wash it all away in the shower.